Some of these pieces were originally on the 'Red Squirrel Party" Blog, but I thought they might detract a little from the more political polemic there.

So I started this one.

The title, just in case the odd reader may not have fathomed it, is a deliberate mis-spelling. Because those of us who are disabled know very well how the non-disabled are all too prone to "diss" us about what we are (or or sometimes erroneously think we should be) able to do . . .

Saturday 12 January 2013

Full of the Chablis of Human Kindness


I'll explain that later.

First, after being practically smothered in kindness by the staff at the London Colisseum which I went to see Sleeping Beauty on Thursday, I've ben wondering if one can have too much kindness . . .

It all started when a friend got an offer for half-price seats a few days before, asked if I'd like to go, and I said yes. She's just—rather late—discovering ballet; I'm not actually all that keen on classical ballet, I always preferred contemporary dance. Not that I've seen much of that of late. I think it's because I've feared seeing all that athletic dancing about might bring back too many memories of what I could do before I got crippled.

I was (you can believe me or not) actually a very good dancer. Discos, though, not princes in palaces. Actually, sometimes, I suspect I might still be a much better dancer than a lot I see in discos these days. Either on crutches or even in my wheelchair. Actually, I did feel some regrets watching Sleeping Beauty. Though not as deeply as I feared. After all, I thought, I never could really leap a metre into he air and scissor my feet together at the top of the jump. Well, not consistently reliably, anyway.

I was a little more worried because the afternoon before the performance, I'd had an unexpected bout of pain that lasted off and on, and despite the painkillers, for a good eight hours and left me hopelessly lame and having to use two crutches to get even from my bedroom to the kitchen, and having to 'bum it'   up and down the stairs to my bathroom. I don't much fancy doing that in public, so I decided I'd take my wheels to ENO.

Not done that before, so I phoned and asked if I'd be able to park my wheelchair somewhere outside the auditorium. (Mercifully, our seats were on level ground, I didn't have any steps to get to them.) Answer, 'yes', no problem. First obstacle surmounted: most public venues are happy to either find you somewhere to park it, or have someone who will do the disability equivalent of 'valet parking'. Only they don't, neither at the Albert Hall nor the Barbican (and not at ENO either), ask for tips for doing it.

On the other hand, they don't give my wheelchair  a quick polish and empty the ash tray either, but you can't expect everything, can you?

Well, I got there, and everyone was kindness personified. Did I need to take the wheels right up to the seat row? If so someone would take it out and park it at the refuge point by the lift. Would I need the loo? If so, there was a disabled loo just to the right behind the lift on the floor I was going to. Which floor would I like the lift to go to? The cloakroom? No problem. Was I coming back to the bar or going straight up to my seat? Someone would radio up (or down) so they'd be ready if I needed help. The cloakroom (I'd forgotten) is actually tucked away up a short flight of steps. Would I like, an attendant, with radio in hand asked, him to take my coat to it? Thanks, but my friend would take mine along with hers. Oh, and did I know where the disabled loo was? Yes, thanks; my friend will take me in and hold it for me while . . .no, don't be unkind.

Back to the bar where we ordered interval drinks. Barman points to a table, says we'll reserve that and put your drinks there so your friend can get his wheelchair in easily. By this time, I should have been feeling thoroughly pampered, but actually I was beginning to feel slightly embarrassed. As I've said before, I really prefer people not to notice I'm disabled (though admittedly, that's a hard trick to pull off in a wheelchair) and all this kindness and the offers of help were getting a bit too much. I could get used to it. And imagine the outrage you'd feel if somewhere, later that night, or the next day, people weren't that kind and helpful. As sometimes, they aren't.

As we discovered at the interval. Our table didn't have our name on it; it didn't have our two glasses of Chablis on it either. It did have two people sitting there who ostentatiously failed to observe a somewhat upset Squirrel in his wheelchair trying to espy two lost full glasses of Chablis anywhere.

The barman came to our help—one of the advantages of being that night the only wheelchair user. (Do others have the same suspicion that all that energetic prancing about might bring back unwanted regrets, I wondered?) He said he thought someone must have stolen them, it having taken Squirrel, of course,  considerably longer to get even the relatively short distance from seat to wheelchair to bar than most of the eager drinkers. We were surprised. Well, shocked, really. It's never happened to us at Covent Garden. "You'd be surprised," he said darkly, pouring us two glasses of white wine. Well, yes, we were. "I'm really sorry," he said—and gave us our money back!

So that is why on Thursday night, the Squirrel cup overflowethed (is that really the past tense?) with the  Chablis of Human Kindness at the Colisseum in London.

That is, until I tried to park my wheelchair in its spot by the lift. And nearly missed the start of the third act. Because there was a rather peculiar woman, dressed mostly in red, using that corner like a bag lady.        She'd emptied half the contents of a large handbag and two shopping bags there, and didn't sem to grasp that it was my 'parking space'. Any more than your average SUV driver seeing a double yellow line or any plebeian vehicle within two metres of the door of the shop they want to flash their platinum credit cards in.

As I hopped into the auditorium, I looked back, and it dawned she wasn't there for the show.  She hadn't (as I'd thought at first) been hunting for her ticket. Though in fact, she would have known that they don't ask you for your ticket after the intervals. She'd settled, bag and baggage, into an armchair just outside the bar.

Was it her, I wondered, who'd hoovered up our Chablis unnoticed amongst the first rush and dimmed the warm glow of kindness Squirrel had been basking in? She had, I recalled, as I sat down, sounded less than sober. As well you might if you'd just gulped down two large glasses of white wine in a hurry less than fifteen minutes before.

It was a lesson, I thought. The wine of kindness might flow strongly in the veins of the front-of-house staff of ENO; but it still runs vinegary in some people.

Though not, mostly, that night.

Excepting the woman with an enormous two tier buggy full of shopping who didn't even thank Squirrel for folding in his footrest to let her get the damn thing in. It was a few minutes before I, my friend, and the Spanish girl next to her, after peering at it that became less and less surreptitious, that there were no children in it, on either tier quietly suffocating. Just shopping. What is it with these buggy drivers? I've noticed that TfL must be getting pissed off with them too. Some buses, I've noticed, now have big notices telling people with buggies to fold them up if the wheelchair space is being used. But some of them are so big, it'd probably be quicker for me to fold up my wheelchair. 

And while I'm at it, does a two-seater buggy really need cup-holders attached to it on each tier? Hmm . . .I wonder if I could fit one to my wheelchair? A cup-holder on one side, and a wine bottle holder on the other? I've seen vans in France fitted with both . . . Maybe I could fit a waterheater thingy like you plug into a cigar-lighter in a car? I could maybe plug it into the motor's 12V battery? Have a hot tea stop every now and then in the cold weather . . .

This government's plans for us being what they are, maybe I could even make a small mobile drinks business out if it? A holder on one side with a stack of disposable cups like they have for water coolers; sachets of sugar and milk in the little pouch on the back? Have to think where I'd keep the water, though. A plastic tank under the seat? Get one of those clip on trays and sell sandwiches as well, even? 'Squirrelbucksmobile' here we come. Just remember, I thought of it first.

But that aside, all the bus drivers seemed to have taken pride on Thursday in stopping very neatly right opposite my wheelchair at the bus stops to let the ramp down so I didn't even have to manoeuvre an inch. I was impressed. And a young black guy passed me on my way home from the bus stop, even pausing his phone call to smile and say "Goo'night, take care man". I got that nice warm feeling you get when human beings are kind to you without being asked and with nothing to gain from it. And I'm almost positive that wasn't just the Chablis.


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